i wish i could find this woman out there
i wish i could find this woman out there



maybe im just too romantic........

Talk to her in movie theatres
Hold her during scary movies
Hold her hand while you talk
Tell her she looks pretty
Look her in the eye when you talk to her
Tell her stupid jokes
Let her mess with your hair
Just walk around with her
Look at her like shes the only girl you see
Tickle her Even if she says stop
When she starts swearing at you...tell her you love her
Let her fall asleep in your arms
Get her mad...then kiss her
Tease her
Let her tease you back
kiss her enough
Stay up with her all night when shes sick
Watch her favorite movie
Kiss her forehead
Write her letters
Don't talk about your old girls
If she asks you to go to a show with her, go
When shes sad...hang out with her
Buy her ice cream
Let her take all the photos of you she wants
Kiss her in the rain
talk to her from 10 to 3 in the morning on the phone
call her out of the blue just to show you care
And when you fall in love with her tell her


this is quoted from a beautiful young woman
Dream of Waking

first draft of a song i'm writing called 'screw you, kimmy sue'
when first we met
my heart skipped a beat
and then i knew
i wanted too

screw you, kimmy sue

hold you for all the rest of my days
it was love you told me to shove
five years of friendship
and several bad choices each
but never closer we got
in you sleep your word
hurt me and mades me weep

screw you, kimmy sue

your heart sang
but was subdued
but you confused you
i reached out and you slapped me away
and i've been gone to this day

screw you, kimmy sue

i declared my love for you
what else can i do?
years later and my heart greater
another beaconsout to me
not so different
but not the same

screw you, kimmy sue

you were my hearts boss
now you're just a loss
now this womwan huants my dreams,
and history tells me what not to do
but maybe together we're one
i hope you found your way
so once more i say

i don't wanna
screw you, kimmy sue
anymore.


written 10/4/05

songs of life
rock and roll in my ear
thoughts of you for another year

country on my mind
i know your my kind

blues in my soul
without you i feel so old

folk in my past
that i don't want to pass

classic in my prayer
so why can't i hate her

an ol' sing song
and i guess she's gone

medicen wheel
to know the wheel
all its spokes
each stones meaning
one for each moon
seven for the sacred places
twelve for the phases
for colors to quadrent
and but a single interpitation

a quick one....
tension rises
patients settle
wars still faught
with treated metal.

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when love is lost
and hatred found
the heart it makes
a mournfull sound

no matter the cost
happiness without pain
just the same as to
drive me insane

love in my heart
i look to you
and watch you shine
all the more for me
to make you mine

_+__+__+__+_
life takes us to extremities,
with ou even warning us,
let alone give us time to adjust to changes that confront us.
life escortts our emotions to new lands and vistas,
unforseen...
even dropping us to caverns unexplored.
and while some look ahead to dreams and some remain content in memories... a few seize the hour.

the river
_-_-_

the river of life flows forever on and on
if we were to be water,
then but a single drop of water are we.
if we were to be earth,
then but a single grain of silt are we.
if we were to be of the breeze,
the but a single breath are we.
but in love, it is our river,
that flows through our valley,
that makes us sigh and laugh with joy forever.

another waking dream letter
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as the dragon soars gracefully above me i see the world in a whole new sight. my eyes open to a fantasy to real for reality i grip tightly to my scaley mount and scream of joy. onward. faster. the land gives way to sea and i'm on my way to you. a smile is plastered on my mug and draxl coos to me and for me... for us. eager and unpatient, bend time, force space... here magic happens... here i know you...here i love and feel safe. take to your keep and tower, when i knock will you answer? talley ho yon essence of beauty!! take my hand and hold on tight. clouds sail past and 'round us like natures little dreams. wind in my hair, you clasped about my sides, nuzzling my neck... as we fly on... trust in me, i'll never let you fall. high in the sky, yet still lower than i see you in my eyes, you reach down and help me to see you... to see you in awe is to see you in me, to see you in me is to know that all is right. on towards my cave ... i light a fire and sit close holding you to me. a fortnight later, love has trickled in and together we drank of the passion on our lips...

and then i awake dripping with sweat, your kiss still fresh upon my lips, eager to find my mate beside me... then i remmember... we might not have even met yet. alas reality settles in and i ponder why fate delt me such a hand as to know you better than i know my self and yet as such our paths have yet to meet. damn the plane, damn this reality

another waking dream letter
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why is it when i dream it always seems that never dream alone!?
are tou with me, sweet saraphina?
to dance as the free spirits we are, do we only enslave ourselves in the manacles of reality. as two schards of glass everdistant and yet parellel in thought
muscles melt and flesh decays
so where are we now?
so where the hell are we now?
i can't see... touch or smell love
i hear of it!
have i tasted it?